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Fri, 17 Aug 2007 18:09:33 +0200

my sister got her A level results yesturday. she didnt quite get the results that she wanted but she did get good enough marks to get her to the uni that she wanted to go to, doing the course that she wanted to do. she goes to leads in the middle of september and her best friends, lauren, burny and usher ae all going t either the same or near by univeritys so they are all dead excited. i am so proud of her, but it has to said that i will miss her like hell, lol, i mean, if you see someone everyday for all of your life, and then all of a sudden, you are not going to see them for 4 months at a time, its kind of scary, you know. my sister wants to become a speech and language therapist, and is well on her way, but her course is really hard, there will be alot of work to do, bless her. the really sad thing is is that we are really close and so we always do alot together and now we wont be able to. and my birthday is at the beginning of october so there is no way that she will be able to come home to see me, especially since it is on a monday, i am absolutely gutted. but she has promised that i can go and visit her as soon as she has settled in to her flat and everything. i cant wait. the first time she will be able to come home properly is goig to be christmas, so that is like over 4 months until i will be able to see her properly, for longer than one day. however, she does has the biggest bedroom in the house and i have the smallest, so she has asaid that because she wont be home that much, i caan have her room, and decorate it however i want. i am so excited, i am doing alot of the work myself because i really enjoy designing, but obviously i will need some help, however, i do not yet know how i am going to decorate it.i am thinking maybe, 3 white walls and one black wall, and the black wall would have a huge design painted over it with chinese writing and symbols in silvers and a huge pink blossom painted on it and stuff like that, with a silver framed bed and so on. any way must go. going out to a mesal to celebrate my sisters success tonight and i need to get ready. will write soon. x.x.x.x.

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todays events

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 19:25:57 +0200

every summer my gran gives me £150 pounds to spend during my holidays. today i went to the metrocentre to spend some of it. i got some jeans and a green top in zara. i got a strawberry necklace and popeye t-shirt. an ipod cover and pencil case and a tinkerbell note book, i only got the note book, because i enjoy designing things and i recently filled up my other design book.

it was in the newspaper today that a mothr was under suspition of stabbing her two year old daughter to death. it was believed that she had been mentally ill, even though she had been declared as safe only a couple of days begore. the other was also found with cuts on her own body. all i have to say is that, i just simply do not understand how someone could even think about harming a real person, a child that they had given birth to herself, i mean, some one has got to be quite unwell, do you know what i mean??

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hairspray

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 22:00:03 +0200

it is half way through the summer holidays and today i have been out with some of my friends from school. we went to see hairspray, and although it was nothing like what i had expected it to be, i really enjoyed it. it was quite a good story line, and the songs had a quite meaningful twist to them. the whole film carried a message, that black and white peopple should all be classed the same, it was set in 1960's america. afterwards we went to macdonalds and i didntreally eat that much, i only got small fries and coke, but i strangely, really enjoyed them, lol. afetrwards we all went to my friends house and chilled out abit and watched a dvd. i had a really good time. as i mensiooned before, we are having a movie night at the weekend, because some of my friends couldn't come out today as they are still on holiday. we are all taking our favourite dvd's and are pulling an alnighter so that we can watch them all. i am taking the holiday, as it has been my favourite film since i saw it at the cinema. any way, i have to go as it is getting late, lol. not really, i have just said everything i wanted to. anyway, i am off to watch a dvd with my sister.guess what it is, the holiday, lol, it just never gets old. oo, by the way, i am going with my sister to get her a level tesults on thursday,and so if she gets the grades she needs, we will be going to celebrate and so i will nit be enrying a post on that day. however, i will try and write on here tomorrow, if i am able too. o, and one last piece of news. i have decided to write a book, yey. a dont know what the hell i am going to write, but it will all come to me i am sure. speak to all you bloggers again soon.bye x.x.x.

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summer

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 23:37:08 +0200

so... i havent written for a while, but all is well with me. i have had a quiet summer but it has been properly great. i am finally over the guy i was talking about all the time before, but am now like head over heels in love with someone else. sadly, he is already going out with a friend of mine, ooo, bugger, lol!! anyway i'll get over it. eventually, tee hee. on another subject, i am really looking forward to saturday because i havent seen my mates during the summer yet, coz we have all been on holiday at different times but we are all home by saturday so we are going shopping and then going back to my friends house for a dvd and pizza night and a sleepover. i am so excited and there isnt really anything to be excited for, lol, any how, onto the final subject of the day. i was visiting my auntie in london last week, it was...great to be honest. my auntie and uncle took me and my sister to the horse races and i chose a horse called northern dancer, and my uncle put the bet on for me, and it won. a won 500 hundred quid but ma mam made me put most of it in the bank, a was gutted.anyway, got to go now. but before i go just a little quote from billy elliot, this is exactly how i feel when i dance too---"its like im free, like electricity running through me. its like im flying, like a bird" i love, it means so much in such a clear way , if you knw wot a mean, lol, bibi all you bloggers.x.x.x.x.x.x

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Here comes the summer...

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 15:29:24 +0200

so yesturday was the last day of term...at last! and i finished at 12 and it was a non uniforn day. i wore jeans a white vest top, a leopard print belt and bag, and my leopard print shoes with the pink trim(kitten heels)
when school finished i got the bus to the beach with my friends.
we played crazy golf and then went to the arcade. then we went to the fair and when we were finished there we got fish and chips and candy floss. yummy!!!
after that we went to the park and went on the swings then got out a peddlo from the rent place were you get then from and went around the lake for a bit. we then got icecreams and went and ate then on the beach. after that we went paddling in the sea, god it was cold.
when we were done, we got the metro back to my freinds house and ordered in a chinese and then went to the corner shop and got lots of chocolate and ben and jerries ice cream.
at about 8 oclock my friends mam came and picked us up, took us all home so we could collect our things, and then went back to her house for a sleepover.( this is a different friend to who we got the chinese at by the way!) we had lots of sweets and had a proper film fest lol! and then we made loads of different ice cream sundaes, bit was because we eat really healthily (lol)!!! anyway, now i ahve 6 school free weeks and i am going to take advantage. got to go, but until next time, goodbye.
Teenage Dreamer xxxxx

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nearly the end of school.....

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 17:16:54 +0200

and so with only 2 days to go, until the ever waited summer. omg, i cant wait. my sister had her driving test tomorrow, if she passes we are driving to london and staying with my auntie. she has the nicest house i have ever seen. with a huge garden. if she passes, she is going to buy a mini, yey, and we are driving down together, without the parents, score! although we have to leave at 5 in the morning because it takes about 7 to 8 hours, so that takes us to 1 pm, then, we want to go to the gym, get back to the house, get ready and then go out for tea with my auntie, uncle, mam and dad. my mam and dad are leaving the house at 10 so they can have longer in bed, they dont go to the gym. so we wont see them before we leave my house. i am taking my new pink suitcase with all my new sunner clothes. my sister is doing the same, i have loads of new clothes, coz my sister gets discount at river island because she works there. and my sister and me are healthy eaters so she she is going to make us some fruit salads and tuna salads and also take snack a jacks and some chocolate as a treat. ooo, and smoothies. got to go, coz am packing already, i leave on saturday morning morning and i will my clothes that need to be clean if i dont poack them. and yes i no it is a long way to drive only a few days after youve passed, but she has been learning for ages.

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the nighrt after the day before

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 21:29:42 +0200

so, its the night after the relay for life weekend, and i am absolutely bloody knackered.
nearly get blown away by the wind when i was putting up the tent. didnt get one winlof sleep because all of my team mates but one fell asleep so we had to walk from half twelve to five, but then when i eventually got the chance to rest, i had filled myself with so much red bull that i couldn't sleep. a didnt realise how hot it actuall was and so now i am burnt and my face is peeling, eeww! i got in at 11, went to bed at half past in the morning this is, got up again at 6 pm, had my lunch, had a very hot bath and then went back to bed again affterwards and slept right till the morning. and to be honest i felt alot better, but now i feel dead tired again. am planning on a good night sleep but then the time of your life came on. so now im multi tasking, like us girls can. lol. ooo, and then theres the fact that i now fancy like 4 people and not just the one i had the good day with last week and so i am a little confused.

and so the last thing is that one of my best friends told one of the people that i fancy that i fancy them without even noticing that she had done it and so that made me feel like little bit shit. but any how, thats life right. so this is the last week of school, and so im trying to look on the bright side. i am going to stay with my auntie for abit in london in the holidays, but she has a laptop, so i will be able to keep you updated, lol. coz i knw you are all dying to know about how i loose 7 games to 1 at tennis, or bought a new pair of jeans. but i will tell you anyway. bye for now, teenage dreamer.

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could this day get any better?

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 17:05:29 +0200

ok, so there is this lad, and he is the hottest thing ever!!! anyway, i have fancied him for like a million years. and so to day i was really happy, because first lesson was french and we sit opposite and he kept smiling at me. but wait it gets better! next was pe and you had to pick girl boy partners, he was the first to pick and he came straight to me. pshe was next and we are in seperate forms so it as a bit of a let down but after lunch we had geography and on the way out, he tripped of a table leg and I was the only person to see. he looked so embarrassed bless him but he just started laughing and then then smiled at me so I did the same. but finally we had science and this is where it gets really interesting. it started raining half way through and then there was a storm and i hate thunder and lightning so i was dead scared and he came over to see if i was alright. anyway, it died down but the rain was still falling. i was walking towards the bus stop with him and a few other friends and my hair was a mess from the rain, so i said, "omg, have you seen the state of my hair?" and everyone just laughed but HE said , "Don't worry about it, you still look great" then hugged me, smiled and walked away. my heart seriously skipped a beat.

however, life isn't just about BOYS!!!
tomorrow is going to be a great day because i am doing a charity event with a group of friends. its called the relay for life and helps raise money for cancer research. it basiclly means me and my friends have to walk around a track none stop from 2pm till 10am on sunday morning in fancy dress. with, ofcourse brief intervals for going to the loo, eating and drinking. there is also a survivors lap. the clues in the name, a tent decoratioon competition and bbq's happening. aswell as the candle for hope bit. where people who have had relatives or friends die from or survive cancer design a bag in order to celebrate them or remember them and then each one get s a candle and they are all lit and put around the track.and at midnight there is the pj's and teddy lap. no need for explanation.and dressing as tinkerbell with a short green dress, wings and a wand probably wasn't the best idea i ever had as now, as the rain IS STILL FALLING i shall be fashioning my costume with pink and white polka dot wellies. wot am i going to look like???but life goes on.

more great news is that my wierdly clever sister has exepted a place to oxford uni and so although i will miss her, this also means celebration. for the first time ever... i will get the biggest bedroom! and because there will only be my room to decorate not my sisters too i have twice the budget t spend...i am planning a white room with one pink wall. shelves for shoes to go on, head models for hats and hooks for bags. a dress makers mannequin, queen sized bed, silver rails for my clothes so not to waste space on a wardrobe, a bright pink corner sofa to match the wall, audrey hepburn and marilyn monroe canvases, collages of pictures of models on cawalks from magazines, some framed VOGUE front covers, lots of fairy lights, a corner desk for my laptop, printer, school stuff(course work), my phone and y docking station with an armchair, computer chairs are too uncomfortable, a big fluffy rug and a big screen tele with dvd player. yes the room really is that big because my sisters room and one of the spare rooms got knocked together. if i get my own way, i am going to get my dad to knock through into the spare room on the other side so that i can have an ensuite bathroom. yey! isn't life just great. anyway gotta go for now, because I am going to pick up sponsor money for tomorrow from my grans.

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welcome to my dream world

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 16:57:31 +0200

hey all you bloggers, its me, teenage dreamer.
ok so i didnt give myself that name for nothing. i have alot of dreams. like how i want to be a famous dancer and be rich enough to make my dream home(that i designed myself) a reality, so that i can travel the world and see all the things i want to see. so that i dont have a wardrobe full of designer clothes but i can go shopping and buy what i want wen i want from river island and topshop.you know the feeling? i guess its hard to realise that dreams dont always come true. lifes tough and all that jazz. but sometimes dreams do come true, like for my 9th birthday i used my candles to wish for the recovery of my grandma because she had cancer, 4 years later, she is totally fine, if not a little wrinkled. and so back to the dancing thing. i love it. its as simple as that. i have been doing it for practiclly the same amount of time that i have been able to walk and it is my favourite thing in the world. i love every aspect of it, the training, the costumes, the shows. everyone has something like that in their life that they just love. but sometimes you know that there is no point in even wishing your dream because you know it will never come true. for example, at 3 o clock in the morning, wen you wake up in the middle of the night at the age of 7 and the light is on downstairs, and you can hear your mam and dad and grandma crying, you know that there is no point in wishing because you cant turn back time, and wen you go downstairs and your dad explains to you that "Granda has gone to Heaven" there is no way that your wish, please let me see him one more time so that i can say goodbye is going to come true. and its hard, its heart breaking. but having dreams is what lifts us up again, until the next time. and so i suppose i called myself the teenage dreamer because i am so full of ideas, dreams, wishes. and thats what a young girl like me should be like i say. and so until next time, goodbye, and dont forget my fellow bloggers, sometimes dreams are worth wishing, because someday when you least expect it, they may come true.

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