The Blog Of A Teenage Deamer

my sister got her A level results yesturday. she didnt quite get the results that she wanted but she did get good enough marks to get her to the uni that she wanted to go to, doing the course that she wanted to do. she goes to leads in the middle of september and her best friends, lauren, burny and usher ae all going t either the same or near by univeritys so they are all dead excited. i am so proud of her, but it has to said that i will miss her like hell, lol, i mean, if you see someone everyday for all of your life, and then all of a sudden, you are not going to see them for 4 months at a time, its kind of scary, you know. my sister wants to become a speech and language therapist, and is well on her way, but her course is really hard, there will be alot of work to do, bless her. the really sad thing is is that we are really close and so we always do alot together and now we wont be able to. and my birthday is at the beginning of october so there is no way that she will be able to come home to see me, especially since it is on a monday, i am absolutely gutted. but she has promised that i can go and visit her as soon as she has settled in to her flat and everything. i cant wait. the first time she will be able to come home properly is goig to be christmas, so that is like over 4 months until i will be able to see her properly, for longer than one day. however, she does has the biggest bedroom in the house and i have the smallest, so she has asaid that because she wont be home that much, i caan have her room, and decorate it however i want. i am so excited, i am doing alot of the work myself because i really enjoy designing, but obviously i will need some help, however, i do not yet know how i am going to decorate it.i am thinking maybe, 3 white walls and one black wall, and the black wall would have a huge design painted over it with chinese writing and symbols in silvers and a huge pink blossom painted on it and stuff like that, with a silver framed bed and so on. any way must go. going out to a mesal to celebrate my sisters success tonight and i need to get ready. will write soon. x.x.x.x.

every summer my gran gives me £150 pounds to spend during my holidays. today i went to the metrocentre to spend some of it. i got some jeans and a green top in zara. i got a strawberry necklace and popeye t-shirt. an ipod cover and pencil case and a tinkerbell note book, i only got the note book, because i enjoy designing things and i recently filled up my other design book.

it was in the newspaper today that a mothr was under suspition of stabbing her two year old daughter to death. it was believed that she had been mentally ill, even though she had been declared as safe only a couple of days begore. the other was also found with cuts on her own body. all i have to say is that, i just simply do not understand how someone could even think about harming a real person, a child that they had given birth to herself, i mean, some one has got to be quite unwell, do you know what i mean??

it is half way through the summer holidays and today i have been out with some of my friends from school. we went to see hairspray, and although it was nothing like what i had expected it to be, i really enjoyed it. it was quite a good story line, and the songs had a quite meaningful twist to them. the whole film carried a message, that black and white peopple should all be classed the same, it was set in 1960's america. afterwards we went to macdonalds and i didntreally eat that much, i only got small fries and coke, but i strangely, really enjoyed them, lol. afetrwards we all went to my friends house and chilled out abit and watched a dvd. i had a really good time. as i mensiooned before, we are having a movie night at the weekend, because some of my friends couldn't come out today as they are still on holiday. we are all taking our favourite dvd's and are pulling an alnighter so that we can watch them all. i am taking the holiday, as it has been my favourite film since i saw it at the cinema. any way, i have to go as it is getting late, lol. not really, i have just said everything i wanted to. anyway, i am off to watch a dvd with my sister.guess what it is, the holiday, lol, it just never gets old. oo, by the way, i am going with my sister to get her a level tesults on thursday,and so if she gets the grades she needs, we will be going to celebrate and so i will nit be enrying a post on that day. however, i will try and write on here tomorrow, if i am able too. o, and one last piece of news. i have decided to write a book, yey. a dont know what the hell i am going to write, but it will all come to me i am sure. speak to all you bloggers again soon.bye x.x.x.

so... i havent written for a while, but all is well with me. i have had a quiet summer but it has been properly great. i am finally over the guy i was talking about all the time before, but am now like head over heels in love with someone else. sadly, he is already going out with a friend of mine, ooo, bugger, lol!! anyway i'll get over it. eventually, tee hee. on another subject, i am really looking forward to saturday because i havent seen my mates during the summer yet, coz we have all been on holiday at different times but we are all home by saturday so we are going shopping and then going back to my friends house for a dvd and pizza night and a sleepover. i am so excited and there isnt really anything to be excited for, lol, any how, onto the final subject of the day. i was visiting my auntie in london last week, it was...great to be honest. my auntie and uncle took me and my sister to the horse races and i chose a horse called northern dancer, and my uncle put the bet on for me, and it won. a won 500 hundred quid but ma mam made me put most of it in the bank, a was gutted.anyway, got to go now. but before i go just a little quote from billy elliot, this is exactly how i feel when i dance too---"its like im free, like electricity running through me. its like im flying, like a bird" i love, it means so much in such a clear way , if you knw wot a mean, lol, bibi all you bloggers.x.x.x.x.x.x