hey all you bloggers, its me, teenage dreamer.
ok so i didnt give myself that name for nothing. i have alot of dreams. like how i want to be a famous dancer and be rich enough to make my dream home(that i designed myself) a reality, so that i can travel the world and see all the things i want to see. so that i dont have a wardrobe full of designer clothes but i can go shopping and buy what i want wen i want from river island and topshop.you know the feeling? i guess its hard to realise that dreams dont always come true. lifes tough and all that jazz. but sometimes dreams do come true, like for my 9th birthday i used my candles to wish for the recovery of my grandma because she had cancer, 4 years later, she is totally fine, if not a little wrinkled. and so back to the dancing thing. i love it. its as simple as that. i have been doing it for practiclly the same amount of time that i have been able to walk and it is my favourite thing in the world. i love every aspect of it, the training, the costumes, the shows. everyone has something like that in their life that they just love. but sometimes you know that there is no point in even wishing your dream because you know it will never come true. for example, at 3 o clock in the morning, wen you wake up in the middle of the night at the age of 7 and the light is on downstairs, and you can hear your mam and dad and grandma crying, you know that there is no point in wishing because you cant turn back time, and wen you go downstairs and your dad explains to you that "Granda has gone to Heaven" there is no way that your wish, please let me see him one more time so that i can say goodbye is going to come true. and its hard, its heart breaking. but having dreams is what lifts us up again, until the next time. and so i suppose i called myself the teenage dreamer because i am so full of ideas, dreams, wishes. and thats what a young girl like me should be like i say. and so until next time, goodbye, and dont forget my fellow bloggers, sometimes dreams are worth wishing, because someday when you least expect it, they may come true.:wave: